[he suspected that pretty much summed up everything he had gone through so far in genessia. he hadn't done anything because he had been so alone, but now he didn't want to do anything because he knew it would upset blake so much. he still felt like he didn't know where he belonged, and he couldn't believe he was talking it over with a schnee.]

Hm.... I suppose she does. [but at least having someone else to talk to about this, and having frost there, helped him somewhat. he petted the dog as he talked with her.]

I thought about just forgetting, at one point. To just die again and forget this ever happened.... but I can't do that, I won't run away from things, that's not like me at all.