I'd rather not have died, but we don't always get what we want.

[ She knows that Adam went through the same thing, and basically by her hand except that she didn't physically see him die. It was probably the most terrifying thing she's ever been through-- and she decidedly isn't okay with it, but she knows that it's unavoidable here now. ]

Chances are, both of us are going to get hurt at some point. As long as you visit me in the infirmary, it'll be okay.