Yes. I can be a... difficult person. I didn't know about any of what you told me, what my father does, but.. the more I think about it, the less of what I thought was true holds together. I was rude to you, and I can't apologize for what happened to you when you were younger but I can apologize for running away and for saying what I did to you.
[ She was pretty sure that she was beating around the bush right here, apologizing. ]
I'll never be able to forgive the White Fang, and I don't know what to think about my family right now but I don't want to stop spending time with you.
[ She was pretty sure that she was beating around the bush right here, apologizing. ]
I'll never be able to forgive the White Fang, and I don't know what to think about my family right now but I don't want to stop spending time with you.
You didn't confuse me, reality did.
[ Either way.. Weiss can't help but have one more demand that she has to make. It'll probably be tough on both of them, but.. She doesn't feel like she can trust anyone, and hasn't for quite some time. ]
From here on out, we both have to be completely honest with each other or this isn't going to work.
[ Either way.. Weiss can't help but have one more demand that she has to make. It'll probably be tough on both of them, but.. She doesn't feel like she can trust anyone, and hasn't for quite some time. ]
From here on out, we both have to be completely honest with each other or this isn't going to work.
Forgive me for saying so but your method of doing so was strange to say the least.
Did you succeed in those plans?
I'll be there in a few minutes, I have to get ready.
[ Not that calling Adam to make up with him was the first thing on her list that day or anything.. but she did kind of call him in her pajamas.
..Either way, it's taking her a good 40 minutes to get ready so he's going to be waiting a bit. ]
[ Not that calling Adam to make up with him was the first thing on her list that day or anything.. but she did kind of call him in her pajamas.
..Either way, it's taking her a good 40 minutes to get ready so he's going to be waiting a bit. ]
[ It'll probably be obvious why she's taking so long, considering that when she arrives, she's not dressed in the jumpsuit but rather an outfit of her own design. It may have cost a bit of money but she still had enough left for a little while. She hadn't quite felt like wearing it since she'd used her CP to get it the day before the Battle Royale started. It was her Christmas treat to herself, but if Adam looked closely she was wearing the earrings he'd gotten for her as well. They weren't actually very hidden since she had her hair back properly. ]
Thanks for waiting.
Thanks for waiting.
Can I sit down?
[ That felt like the right move to her. Not because she wasn't okay with standing in the doorway, but.. well, she wanted him to know that she wasn't about to flee again. Especially since she knew that there was no way that her discomfort wouldn't show on her face. The idea that her family's actions had resulted in this wasn't something that she liked to face, but..
Weiss knew she needed to. ]
[ That felt like the right move to her. Not because she wasn't okay with standing in the doorway, but.. well, she wanted him to know that she wasn't about to flee again. Especially since she knew that there was no way that her discomfort wouldn't show on her face. The idea that her family's actions had resulted in this wasn't something that she liked to face, but..
Weiss knew she needed to. ]
[ Weiss sat down as soon as he'd said it was fine. That put him closer to the door than her. Even if she could still easily run if she wanted to, she didn't want to and she'd wanted to show him. Running away after he'd showed her this yesterday had been a bad move. She knew that it probably took a lot for someone to open up about something like this.. after all, Weiss didn't even like it when someone asked about the scar over her eye.
Weiss watched his body carefully. She clearly wasn't appreciating it like it was a show put on just for her, or in any way appreciating his musculature or the view. She'd noticed it, but her mind was far from anything that most girls would think about when a guy takes off their shirt for them. She focused in on the scars, her expression serious but sympathetic.
Honestly, she knew that there wouldn't have been anything she could have done for him at any point. If he was 10, that would make her.. what? 8? She wasn't exactly sure how old he was, but at that point there was nothing she could have done. There was nothing she could have done now, and any hopes of changing that system? Dashed. Being in prison meant that she wouldn't inherit the company unless she was acquitted completely. Even if she wanted to help, it wouldn't change Adam's past. As much as Weiss had been through her own share of nightmares, they were mere uncomfortable dreams compared to what Adam had been through-- that was painted clearly on his body.
Weiss reached her hand out slowly, as though to touch them and make sure that they were real. They were obviously old, it matched his story. Part of her still scrambled to find alternate scenarios, possibilities that vindicated those in her life of this crime, but.. As her fingers grazed across one of the scars, she knew that there was no way. She had to stop trying to deny it. This was the work that she had been so prepared to inherit. It was no wonder her father wanted her to learn how to use a weapon.
She didn't agree with the White Fang and she would never approve of their methods, but a little more than before, Weiss could understand why they fought. ]
Weiss watched his body carefully. She clearly wasn't appreciating it like it was a show put on just for her, or in any way appreciating his musculature or the view. She'd noticed it, but her mind was far from anything that most girls would think about when a guy takes off their shirt for them. She focused in on the scars, her expression serious but sympathetic.
Honestly, she knew that there wouldn't have been anything she could have done for him at any point. If he was 10, that would make her.. what? 8? She wasn't exactly sure how old he was, but at that point there was nothing she could have done. There was nothing she could have done now, and any hopes of changing that system? Dashed. Being in prison meant that she wouldn't inherit the company unless she was acquitted completely. Even if she wanted to help, it wouldn't change Adam's past. As much as Weiss had been through her own share of nightmares, they were mere uncomfortable dreams compared to what Adam had been through-- that was painted clearly on his body.
Weiss reached her hand out slowly, as though to touch them and make sure that they were real. They were obviously old, it matched his story. Part of her still scrambled to find alternate scenarios, possibilities that vindicated those in her life of this crime, but.. As her fingers grazed across one of the scars, she knew that there was no way. She had to stop trying to deny it. This was the work that she had been so prepared to inherit. It was no wonder her father wanted her to learn how to use a weapon.
She didn't agree with the White Fang and she would never approve of their methods, but a little more than before, Weiss could understand why they fought. ]
I understand.
[ Those were the first words to come out of her mouth. For a brief moment, she considered leaving it at that. There was no way he could think that she would ever agree with what sorts of things he'd done. Her voice was quiet, but she figured.. if he was sharing, she might as well share a little too. Prove that she really did understand. ]
My father isn't the forgiving type even to people in his family or I wouldn't be here. I might not have as many, but I didn't get this in a biking accident. I always blamed the White Fang, because if the White Fang didn't keep attacking our family, my father would have come home in a much better mood. It's not.. that far of a stretch, considering the things I went through even as a member of his family, to believe that something like this would happen. I didn't want to see it, so I didn't.
[ That happened a lot more than she wished it would. Weiss was fairly certain that she had much growing up to do before she understood how to make sure that she was always doing what she thought was right and having that based on what was actually happening. She blamed the White Fang for so much, and she couldn't take that blame away but she could understand why it happened now. ]
I'm sorry that you went through so much worse because of my family, Adam.
[ Those were the first words to come out of her mouth. For a brief moment, she considered leaving it at that. There was no way he could think that she would ever agree with what sorts of things he'd done. Her voice was quiet, but she figured.. if he was sharing, she might as well share a little too. Prove that she really did understand. ]
My father isn't the forgiving type even to people in his family or I wouldn't be here. I might not have as many, but I didn't get this in a biking accident. I always blamed the White Fang, because if the White Fang didn't keep attacking our family, my father would have come home in a much better mood. It's not.. that far of a stretch, considering the things I went through even as a member of his family, to believe that something like this would happen. I didn't want to see it, so I didn't.
[ That happened a lot more than she wished it would. Weiss was fairly certain that she had much growing up to do before she understood how to make sure that she was always doing what she thought was right and having that based on what was actually happening. She blamed the White Fang for so much, and she couldn't take that blame away but she could understand why it happened now. ]
I'm sorry that you went through so much worse because of my family, Adam.
Edited (sleepily proses at you) 2014-04-30 06:15 (UTC)
[ When Adam's thumb went to touch her face, Weiss closed that eye reflexively. After a few seconds, she opened it up again. She wasn't exactly sure how to react, but she did trust him. For everything that had happened and everything she knew, she trusted him to touch her just has he trusted her. She didn't pull away. ]
Neither of our affiliations matter anymore, do they?
[ All things considered, she just liked him. The White Fang, not so much, but Adam wasn't the White Fang just as much as she wasn't Schnee Company. A rose by any other name and all that. ]
Neither of our affiliations matter anymore, do they?
[ All things considered, she just liked him. The White Fang, not so much, but Adam wasn't the White Fang just as much as she wasn't Schnee Company. A rose by any other name and all that. ]
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